CH-CH-Ch-Changes . . . .well except that I am still pregnant.

She is still in there!! 40 weeks and the due date has passed!

Wow, this whole last weekend of my life as a non-parent is really playing mind games with me. This morning I announced to Jeff "this was our last morning ever to sleep in for the next 18 years". Our date night on Friday was our "last date night ever where we won't be worried about the babysitter or later down the road if she is really where she says she is" (Hey I was a teenager once). Last time doing this . . . last time doing that and it has really started to overwhelm me and to be honest scare me as well. Too much change for me . . . I had to remind myself that while we are about to have many lasts we are about to have many firsts too. The first time we see her, the first time we see her smile, her first laugh, her first steps and yes down the road the first time we ground her for being just like her mommy was!

So, Monday and Tuesday will be very big days for us. Monday Jeff starts his new job only to have to be like "oh by the way my wife is having a baby tomorrow so I am going to need leave" and Tuesday all the family arrives for the big scheduled induction. I am thrilled they will be here for the big moment and also so that poor Coop will have company while I am in the hospital! So in keeping with my many LASTS this will be my last post as I have known my life up until now. My next post will be my FIRST as a mommy! Are you guys at all terrified by that because I sure am~